Shame on you!

I can´t quite see it, it seems to be unreal
Since you left things have been dark, don´t judge me
I know it might seem so easy for many of them

I am tired of being myself, full of crap mind
There is nothing to be ashamed of, that´s me!
They watch me, I hate all of them from the bottom of my heart

How could anyone feel so much hate and pain?a
How can this same person need so much attention and love?
Just a baby, so imature and sensitive

Cry out your fears
Cry out your loss
Cry out your the ones you loved and didn´t love you back
Cry out the family I have lost
Cry out your little stupid fragile baby

There is nothing to be ashamed of, that´s me!